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Wednesday, July 25, 2007

What will your last memory of this world be?

[Mood] :( (Youth was something I took for granted.)

I found out yesterday that one of my dorm mates who I used to bond with died last sunday of a degenerative disease she was diagnosed 2 years ago. May her soul rest in peace, she was still relatively young to leave this earth. I haven't been able to talk to my dorm friends for quite some time. Yesterday, I just tried sending an SMS to one of my old dorm friends, and she dropped the news on me. I felt sad. I even think I got to ride a jeep with her 3 months ago. But I wasn't sure if it was her since she didn't look like the friend I used to know. She may have even been thinking the same thing while she was on the same jeep too. Somehow, I felt sad not even trying to ask if it was her. All those years I haven't seen them (honestly, I did deliberately cut my ties with them) made me very distant with them. I don't know how they look anymore. Probably they don't look like the young dorm friends I used to know. We're all starting to age. And soon, we'll all start to wither from this earth. When that time comes, what would you like to be your last memory of this earth?



Though Chain: Morbid as it may be, I've already pictured my death. At least one last meal with loved ones, one last look at the sunset, and one last i love you to the people I've shared my heart with.