I almost ate a beaw with hunny...

Mood: i think i'll drop this mood thingee.

Yesterday, I was so tired and sleepy after not having sleep for more than 36 hours straight. well, not super straight because i was able to catch 5-10 mins of snooze for about 3 times. anyway, i went home really sleepy as in. and got awakened by accident by a beaw with hunny. I couldn't sleep again for some weird reason even though I was so sleepy. And was prepared to eat the beaw with his hunny and go hibernate for months to come after engulfing 2 piglets. anyway, i know you guys dont understand what i'm talking about 'coz it sounds like i'm talking in gibberish. But i assure you i'm not drunk or half-asleep as i write this blog. hehe. ;)




Thought chain: Today, i didn't leave the house the whole day. Finished doing my freaking Tcl/Tk MP. But i'll be leaving the house later for my regular tuesday badminton game at 9pm.

Summer is almost here...

Mood: ALT + 058 + ALT + 041 (Getting tired of typing ascii moods everytime. this was a creative yet baaaddd idea. hahaha)

Yup, summer is almost here. I noticed that when I felt the really hot days lately. As in scorching when hit by direct sunlight. So I guess the best way to beat the summer's imminent blessing of skin cancer for us is to use lots of sun block. I never really got used to using sunblock. But I do try once in a while. If i dont want to use any, I just moisturize my face every now and then with water-based moisturizer. And for that, Celeteque gets my thumbs up. I wanted to use the Clinique Superdefense Tripleaction Moisturizer to complement the Clinique Facial Cleansing bar i'm using. But it's just so darn expensive. Haayyy... Anyway, I've been using this lip misturizer that has SPF 40 and is surprisingly affordable despite the fact that it comes from Hawaiian Tropic. It's vanilla-mint flavor, and i think costs 100 bucks. cant remember for sure. it's been with me for 8 months na yata. and hasn't depleted yet. I wonder if it's more expensive na. Now i'm looking for a good sun block that won't burn a hole through my pocket. The problem aside from cost is that the higher the SPF you need, the greasier it gets. I'm not really sure if that's true with non-local brands coz they're darn expensive for me (especially dermatologica and clinique).

anyway, enough muna of that. back to real life... I'm excited for summer 'coz I always enjoy seeing the seasonally planted sunflowers along the entire stretch of university avenue in UP. It's really pretty. Makes me really say that UP is darn nice! Also, I promised myself to go back to gym over the summer. Planning to enroll at Moro Lorenzo since it's near my place and is affordable (1350 compared to Fitness First). I wanted sana to try the Loyola Spinning Studio, but I sadly found out that it's quite expensive. 300 buckeroos for each spin. or pay 3000 buckeroos for unlimited spins per month.

My friends and I are planning to go to Sagada over the summer. I hope we could really fix the plan so that it will push through. I think I want to go to bohol also. Hmmm... I wonder if i'll be able to cough up all the cash i need for my trips.

Oh, and btw, today is the birthday of my niece TJ (Therese Joanne). I'll be attending her first birthday at Pixie forest in Alabang. Boy are the kids nowadays having nice parties. Which also means that they also need nice gifts. Waaahhh... It's kinda making me broke. But heck, it's my niece naman and I love both my nieces (TJ and Kitkat). The annoying thing is I forgot to bring home to Laguna yesterday the gift from Katipunan. And I bought that last wednesday pa so that I didnt have to worry sana. Haayyy... forgetful me. anyway, i better prepare na for the party. Good morning guys.




Thought Chain: I have a class presentation today. So after the party in alabang, I have to rush back to UP and take part in the play, then head home after that again to Laguna in time for my game with my brother for badminton. FYI: I haven't slept yet!

I was never a morning person.

Mood: ALT + 058 + ALT +124 (mornings: why say 'mor' when i need less of it.)

After only having 2 hours of sleep, I woke up really bad to start with. As usual, I went home for the weekend in Laguna. So I had to leave early to head back to QC. There's this bus that I ride (remember the bus which I featured in a previous post that had thermal printed tickets?) which takes me to Kamuning from Laguna. There was this girl sitting next to me. She was sleeping most of the way until she woke up at around megamall. I was sleeping most of the way too... until she woke up. For some weird reason, she kept tapping her foot every so often. And it was really irritating since everytime i got back to almost dozing off, she would suddenly tap her foot in this 3 or 4 beat rhythm. utterly irritating! as in! and by the way, there wasn't any music playing, nor was she listening to music. i wanted to really tell her to stop (actually, scream, "freak, stop tapping your damn foot!"), but restrained myself in doing so because I thought it was rude to do so. Afterall, she may not be aware of her annoying mannerism. So, i tried to give her a hint. Everytime her foot would tap, I would make a thump with my foot. So after a few thumps, and to no avail for her to notice, I hurriedly transferred to the seat in front the moment it got vacated. well, atleast i was able to be nice. :D So here i am at 8:33 am in Jollibee Philcoa writing this blog anticipating to go to UP and login the wifi network to send this baby off. Oh, btw, the Jollibee thing were you get a free newspaper for every additional order of pocket pie with your breakfast meal is already over. They're back to newspaper sharing. I wonder if the goldilocks next door would already be open by the time I finish my breakfast (which comes with a cup of watered-down dalandan juice. but in fairness, the manager was prompt to hear my comment when i said it was "malabnaw". i told her not to mind replacing it.) woah! i'm not bitchy in the morning! i've known that a long time na. I guess i'm still not revved up to get my mouth speed talking in the early morning. anyway, good day to everyone (see... not bitchy!)




Thought Chain: I'm sending this blog at 2am the next day. I somehow forgot to post it the moment I got home here in Katipunan. Oh well, time to sleep.

I just received 3 rainchecks today.

Mood: ALT + 058 + ALT + 040 + ALT + 040 (triple bummer!)

I was supposed to go with a friend on a short-notice trip to tagaytay today. we planned it yesterday, and told me this morning it would push through. sadly, after my last class today, he notified me that his thesis is still being crammed by the encoder, and that he had to reschedule our supposed to be spur-of-the-moment trip. sad. i wanted to have dinner in tagaytay today then just head back to QC after in the early morning. bummer. So I just decided to play badminton with my regular tuesday-thursday badminton pals. So i left the pad and left my fone charging. Only to find out that they weren't there. So I grabbed a cab back home to get my phone, only to find out that they sent me a message after I left home that the game got cancelled. double bummer. So I just sat down, grabbed Delta to surf the net (good thing Delta doesn't cancel out on me) and after a while, texted my friend about our movie date tomorrow morning. She texted a few minutes after to tell me that she didn't forget, but apparently, she got an unresolved ticket(issue) at work which needs to be resolved by tomorrow. So that means, our movie date is cancelled. triple bummer! amazing! 3 rainchecks in just one day! can i actually get more rainchecks today (45 minutes before midnight)? Sigh! so now, i'm stuck with no plans for tomorrow, except to go home to Laguna in the afternoon. I wanna watch Memoirs of a Geisha!




Thought Chain: I ate fillet-o-fish for dinner. It's been like a year since I last ordered one. Now I remember why I rarely order Fillet-o-fish. yeeks, hope i don't forget after a year.

Life has the stench of shit.

Mood: Who the fuck cares if I type in an ascii mood?

Putang-ina, my cellphone keeps on beeping to remind me that it's low in battery. Hello motorola, we dont want loud noises to notify us when the phone is low in battery or a retried call was successfully connected. If my phone didn't blend with my laptop, I swear I could have thrown it to the wall! This day suddenly feels like shit. Yes, my words could not possibly be fuckingly dirtier than it is. So shut the fuck up and just continue on reading my blasted blog.

I came home from my usual badminton game (tuesdays and thursdays: Kalayaan badminton court, 9-11pm). I was actually happy and tired. But while taking a shower, I kept on thinking so many things, and it suddenly changed my mood. All I could think of was how annoying and irritating life could be sometimes. Of how sometimes you just want to be alone, get a bottle of alcohol and drown yourself til you lose consciousness. Good thing there's a bottle of gin on top of the counter. If this mood of depression doesn't clear up, i'll have to resort to drastic measures.

Actually, right now, all i can think of doing which will ease my sadness is an early buffet breakfast at something fishy (which is only 80 bucks), a liesurely stroll after, and good conversation with a friend who could tell me that the world is poetry with the deepest meaning at the simplest lines. When can someone tell me that life does really smell like shit since all the world's fragrances have combined to make life's essence.

Somehow, I really feel the need to fly. No, I wanna experience the feeling of falling. Falling down, way down... and landing on a bed of the softest thinsg you can find on this earth.

Putang-ina, I dont know what to do. But all I can say is that my tears are long overdue.




Thought Chain: Gago ka ba? makakaisip pa ba ako ng thought chain sa panahon na ito? hello?! leche, don't expect much from me right now, i have nothing nice to say. Scram asshole!